The Month of November

GAH dudes seriously november was crazy. There was the end of the semester, which wasnt as crazy as i had expected considering how in highschool i procrastinated everything untill the last week of the term. hahah but i was focused and so it wasnt too difficult for me. But with the end of the semester came the end of many things, including soccer and saying goodbye to the friendships i had made with people. Brooke Johnson. DANG DUDE shes gone. she left hawaii to utah, and is currently in california, and then is going to Argentina to be with her parents, then going on a mission to Jamaica. NUTTY HUH? ive never really been good at goodbyes, i tend to withdraw myself before they go, and then im sad alone all by myself like a couple weeks later. We went to waikiki, went to the Hard Rock Cafe, which is not as good as i had anticipated just fyi. Then walked around, and eventually said goodbye to her. everyone cried but me. i guess i am just a heartless hag. i have just said so many goodbyes now that im not effected by it. 

Then we had the break between semesters, which was filled with alot of beach days. like everyday. it was perfect sunny weather. so i just enjoyed going to nearby beaches like temple and hukilau to get some sun. dont worry mom i wore sunscreen. im so responicible.

Bessers friend Kenzie Evans came into town, so we spent alot of days with her. she is so rad. we went to the Swap meet which is not fun on crutches. (its just a bunch of people selling cheap stuff around the aloha stadium) 

Then the last soccer game.. wow where has all the time gone? i was kinda relieved for it to be over, considering i had to watch every single day my team mates play a game they didnt want to play (they were over it and always complaining to me) that was the only thing i wanted to do ever but i couldnt do it. That just constant headache of trying to be happy while watching others play soccer secretly destroys me. but ive gotten good at hidding it pretty well .But i was really really sad because i wouldnt see these girls as often as before, and that we would become super distant. 

Then goodbye to daryl. It didnt feel real honestly, she came into the dorm one last time and just talked to Savpin and i. But i felt like she had already gone. considering she had to get out of the dorm a week before, and was basically homeless. hahah and she couldnt stay with me. ANd i had rarely seen her. It wasnt really sad for me, because i knew she was so happy about her decision leaving and i knew it was what was best for her.. and not necesiarily me. that is true love people. 

Honestly all of my time is spent either doing school, or being with Bess. but i wouldnt have it any other way. I see him prolly 5 hours out of everyday. no joke. but i cant even function if i dont. its so weird. he's such a big chunk of my every day life now.