anyways, did some hw, had a class study soccer practice and then Daryl, savpin,Brooke and Brooke's roomies taylor and Emily, all piled up in Emily's car and we headed about an hour and a half towards the nearest mall and ate some Panda Express where I shed a tear because Hawaii is seriously not America. it's not. it's ghetto, and there isn't much stores or places to go beside the beach (I'm not complaining it's just the truth!!) also the food as I have mentioned before in the cafeteria is awful, so sinking your teeth into some greasy Chinese food just hits the spot! we mostly went there because it felt like home. the mall was clean and ordinary unlike the rest of Hawaii which is mostly unorganized beautifulness. Brooke needed some leggings so we got her those. and then Emily gave me some ingenious advice to buy Nike shoes in the boys youth section. and I found the cutest ones but GUESS WHAT MOTHER I RESISTED THE URGE TO BUY THEM. but then I saw my favorite kind of shoes, tevas that were only $20 (they are usually $50) so I just had to get them. my other ones got destroyed anyway. I will wear them every day. then we got some slurpies at 7/11 and I shed another small tear because I used to get those whenever I was feeling sad in Provo and it was usually raining then proceeded to watch a chick flick with takis in hand and a slurpee in the other.and they are my comfort food. anyways we blasted music in the car, and to be honest it just felt good to be in a car and to sing ballads at the tops of our lungs. I am happy though, life is so good and it's an adventure.
slurpies time featuring my new tevas;)))
I also found this book this week when they were giving out free books and my friends and I couldn't stop laughing. I don't think I'd like any "turned on advising"
my fortune cookie had this in it, and the more I am away from my family it makes me appreciate them even more. EVEN when Esai wouldn't ever give me love or kisses or hugs. I smiss that stubborn boy. i miss everything about him. and reagans loud voice and sweet spirit, and dales questions at the dinner table ( I know he loves me too, he just hides it, but I can tell more now how he just wanted to be around his older sister) and niles singing kid Cudi at night and always causing a ruckus and me yelling to tell him to shut up. I also found his favorite t shirt in my suitcase when I came here and a wave of dread washed over me because I thought of how it must have been packed by accident and how much he's gonna kill me cuz I always steal all of his clothes. but it was sneaked in there with a few photographs of him and I and a note that said I love you Katya, it was the most thoughtful and beautiful thing I have ever seen. he gave up his favorite shirt to give to me, and whenever I wear it(it's a Picture of kosmo Kramer from sienfeld) I think of him and stand a little taller knowing I got one of the best brothers in the whole world. and I miss my dads constant asking about boys I was going dates on and him giving me the best advice. he's my best friend. and I miss my mom the most I think. I cry every time I think about her. I hate talking to her on the phone cause it makes me cry and I don't want her to see me cry. haha I'm such a baby!! but she has done everything for me. we were in the mall and I said "well geez I might need to buy some undies but I don't even know what to get cause my mom always gets me them!" how embarrassing I'm 18 years old and I don't even know my bra size cause my mother always picks it out for me. she's the best though. 
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